trapped

Cause I'm lost

There's no turning back

I keep pushing forward

But my heart's still trapped

I keep these feelings

locked deep inside

Keep trying to run

But there's no where to hide

In my heart

Here they'll stay

These dark secrets

I'll never say

In a daze

No one's amused

Hurting again

I'm so confused

On the floor

My soul is bleeding

In my dreams

Silently screaming

Here and now

My heart is slowing

In my mind

This pain's still growing

so it's my first...

finally! my first entry!..i sooo much want to write a perfect blog for this but at the moment it seems that is way far from happening...all i can do is stare at my screen and watch as these letters seem to dance their way into this box. been here for hours and still, none of those perfect thoughts with equally perfect words. so much for an ultra-intelligent, mind-boggling, heart-shattering and nose-bleeding masterpiece, i'm totally doomed! geeze, i gotta think, think, think....oh my, how can words betray me, just when i need them??? well, i gotta run,run,run...and hope that i'd come back with something worth reading.

ciao!